Boys

I wonder if I wore a sign on me that said will do anything for a guy if I could even get one guy. They probably would run away in terror as they do now.

Tired

I'm so tired that I can't sleep.

Sometimes I wish I could just disappear. It's not like anyone would miss me. Ethan and my mom would be in heaven if that happened. They wouldn't have to see me anymore or watch me flip out about the stupidest things.