I'm close to giving up and just letting the bad happen.

Stupid bitches you can't just leave me behind and then ask me to sit with you when you feel bad because I’m sitting by myself. I HATE YOU. I wish I knew someone here that I could go to when I need to get away from you. But I don't so all I can do is retreat into myself and get further depressed and hate you and the world more.

All the poetry I have ever written is now here for all to see.
I hate people, especially boys. They can't see beyond certain looks to the bitch that really is there.