Its only 8:30 and already all I want to do is go to sleep. I don't want to go hang out with anybody or do anything. Just go to sleep and make all the pain go away. Sleep is the only time that I am remotely happy.
I shouldn't have done it, I shouldn't have done it. Grrrrr, I’m stupid. I messed everything up. Again.
love is it worth all the tears
do we really love or do we just want someone to be there
you can be so happy
or you can be so confused and worried
you may be able to laugh with that person but is that enough
you maybe completely googoo eyed over one another
But the next thing you know something is happening and something goes bad
and then you two will never be the same
???why do we put ourselves through the pain???